i hear a voice calling for me





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legal name anastasia connors aka stasia, stasi, stas date of birth + age november 4th, 1994 + 21 hometown moscow, russia residence huntington beach relationship status wholely occupied occupation student + ballet instructor education education sciences/russian studies @ uci (class of 2020)
on a freezing moscow morning, anastasia connors came quietly in the world. in fact, so quietly that there was a split moment of panic in her parents' minds that she had choosen that exact moment to stop breathing. it should have been a good indication of what her life would be like. however the moment would soon be forgotten, only to be repeated to her by her grandmother who remembered her mother jokingly telling her story in the hours after she was born. the girl, born to a young russian ballerina and an american classical musician and composer, would spend the first four years of her life in moscow with her parents, being raised mostly by her grandmother.

after a few years of domestic life, her father decided that parenthood just wasn't for him. he found that a young child was hampering his creative output. divorce was never brought up but it was the start of his nomadic lifestyle and the somewhat unconventional relationship stasia would have with her father. her father would pop in and out of her life for the most part, traveling around the world and sending her postcards when he could't be around. he never had a true sense of time and sometimes wouldn't come and visit for two years or he would be gone only for a few days. he never stayed too long, two weeks at most. gradually, they became more and more estranged through stasia's own efforts to avoid his presence in her life.

her mother started to teach dance instead of be a dancer and stasia soon latched onto that, finding it the only way to connect with her mother. since she could walk she was dancing, constantly seeking out her mother's approval. it's a stark change to see stasia in and out of the presence of her mother. her body language changes from expressive to rigid, constantly nodding at her mother's words. she spent most of her time in the dance studio, no time for much else. although, as a teenager stasia found herself often sneaking out in the middle of the night to make up for the time she lost to her training.

although her dancing seemed to be the one major part of her life, stasia eventually found that she enjoyed teaching way more than performing. telling her mother that she wanted to quit her budding career as a ballerina to teach little kids was one of the most nerve-wracking things in her life. after a couple weeks of classic nadia connors freeze out, her mother gave in and gave her blessing to stasia's career change. after giving up her rigorous training routine and starting to teaching ballet for kids, stasia went through a change. once perpetually focused on her dancing to an almost obsessive degree, she started to really loosen up and embrace the things she had shunned in the hopes of becoming a star dancer. it was during this time that she really started to find herself, and although shy and timid most of the time, she gradually started to stand up for herself. although that is still a difficult process for her most days.

STASIA, ALTHOUGH A PERFORMER FOR MOST HER LIFE, CAN BE BEST DESCRIBED AS AN INTROVERT. HER ONSTAGE PERSONA IS A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT PERSON FROM STASIA IN REAL LIFE. EXPRESSIVE ON STAGE BUT SHE'S BEEN KNOWN TO BE ACCUSED OF RESTING BITCH FACE, WITH A STRONG TENDENCY TO BE MONOTONE. KNOWN TO BE A BIT OF A PUSHOVER, STASIA FEARS CONFRONTATION AND HAS OFTEN KEPT QUIET ABOUT HER OWN FEELINGS IN ORDER TO AVOID CAUSING DRAMA. HER RELATIONSHIP WITH HER MOTHER HAS A LOT TO DO WITH THAT, THE OVERLY DRAMATIC AND LOUD WOMAN WHO TENDS TO ERR ON THE SIDE OF SELF-INVOLVED PARENTING LED TO STASIA BEING FAIRLY LOW MAINTENANCE, PREFERRING TO TAKE CARE OF HERSELF RATHER THAN BOTHER ANYONE ELSE. THIS HAS OFTEN RESULTED IN HER BURYING HER OWN FEELINGS ABOUT SITUATIONS IN THE HOPES OF THEM JUST FADING AWAY. ALTHOUGH SHE'S BEEN TRYING TO CHANGE THAT THE PAST FEW YEARS, SHE CAN'T HELP BUT BE THAT GIRL.
WHICH APARTMENT COMPLEX DO YOU LIVE IN? firmly ensconced in kellogg's lofts, living the good life in unit 222. you can't miss it, it's the one that looks like guillermo del toro's brain threw up all over it. enter at your own risk, the guard cat will decide your fate.
WHEN DID YOU MOVE IN? i moved in during july 2014 so i've officially earned my one-year survivor token now.
WHERE ARE YOU ORIGINALLY FROM? i'm originally from seabrook, texas which is a little waterfront town south of houston. if you're ever in the galveston bay area, make a pit stop. i promise it's worth it.
WHY DID YOU MOVE HERE? i moved here on a soccer scholarship at umich. that got cut short but i really wanted to stick around and have an adventure outside of texas so here i am.
WHO DO YOU LIVE WITH? i live with my friend, anna, and her cute little furball. it was super lucky that she just so happened to be looking for a roommate when i moved here so that i didn't end up stuck in a dorm room with some weird chick that gave me the heebies.
WHAT KIND OF NEIGHBOR ARE YOU? a good one? i don't even know how to answer that. besides yelling spanglish profanities when i walk into a table in the middle of the night, i think i'm a pretty chill person to live near. i share my food, dogsit for free, and never judge your early-morning clothing choices. are you really going to find someone better than that? c'mon now.
family
james father (estranged); musician/composer - 50
nadia (née sokolov) mother; administrative assistant - 42
irina maternal grandmother - 76
marietta paternal cousin - 20
micha fur baby number one - 3
alexei fur baby number two - 1
personality
meyer-briggs infj
zodiac scorpio
likes: diet dr pepper, classical music, swan lake/giselle, friends (the tv show), friends (the people), snow, the cold, animals, long distance running, hiking, the x files, alien conspiracy theories, disney movies, the scream franchise, true crime documentaries, organization, coffee, space and stars .
dislikes: birds, frosting, being late, messes, pushy parents, bright colors, confrontation, mice/rats, yelling, chips, overly sweet things, large crowds, people making fun of esl speakers.
☆ was born in moscow, moved to california just before her fourth birthday but speaks fluent russian and almost exclusively speaks to her mother in russian.
☾ is a caffeine addict which she is always claiming to be working on but she's almost never seen without her travel mug in hand with coffee, black always black. otherwise she's often found sucking down a big gulp of diet dr pepper.
☆ game shows are her guilty pleasure and her dream is to be on family feud.
☾ was hospitalized briefly when she was sixteen for what would be officially reported as exhaustion and rarely speaks about the details.
☆ is kind of a weird mix of things in that she loves art and could spend hours in museums but also loves reality tv shows that some might consider trashy and loves pop music unironically.
☾ standing at a rather imposing 5'9" is not exactly her favorite thing about herself and she doesn't appreciate jokes about her height. she also avoids heels to avoid drawing attention to her giantness.
☆ although she grew up in the state her father's family is in she rarely sees them and has no desire to and firmly identifies with her mother's culture and identity.
☾ has a pug named micha who she got as a graduation present from high school from her dad and he's essentially her child, and adopted a husky puppy named alexei in december 2015.
☆ is almost constantly dressed in black or other neutrals, hates bright colors and would rather be caught dead than wear something neon.
☾ completely fascinated by the paranormal and very much a believer in extra terrestial life, the x files theme song is her ringtone.
☆ her favorite tv shows and movies range from horrorish picks like twin peaks to more fluffy choices like how to lose a guy in ten days and is completely unapologetic about her taste.
☾ raised russian orthodox officially but her mother has a rather strange approach to religion, taking after her own mother who combined pagan and christian traditions to make a weird mishmash and stasia took after those women in her life where she celebrates orthodox christmas but also reads tarot cards and has a collection of candles with religious icons on them which she lights in honor of her family members that have passed.
☆ travelled somewhat extensively for ballet as a child but was a very studious child who managed to keep up fairly well with her peers despite her often absences from school.
fall 2016
  mon tue wed thu fri sat
musicol 139       10:30A-11:30A    
nurs 230 1P-4P          
nurs 245 11A-12P   11A-12P      
nurs 254   9A-11A        
work   2P-9P     11:30A-6:30P 11:30A-5:30P
jon reedroommate & boyfriend/the scully to her mulder
erin evansbestie & neighbor/soulmates probably
isis browneone of her closest friends & neighbor/dance life
greyson youngone of her closest friends & ex from 2014
salinger greenefriend and neighbor
kalliopi vlastoscoworker & close friend/childhood ballet buddies
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